I try to return in my home of inspiration, shyly...2 years of inactivity, lost in Darkland, i am always there but Alive.

I've lost all my virtual friends, distance don't forgive here in DA, the Too big Community.
I Hope my abilities are not dead...

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I'd like to Apologize and to explain the Reason Why my Gallery is so limited.
Yes i'm a deviant since 1 year...Yes i haven't submited a lot of manips...
But...I can't create as much as i 'd like to cause my painful life is a check to my inspiration...They want My Child...

1 year ago, exactly the month i suscribed to DA, for the summer holidays, i entrusted my daughter, 2 years old, to her father and that was the Beginning of the Nightmare of my actual life...he Kidnaped my child with his new girl friend during 4 months. They lived at 621 miles from here...I save to you the details on my tears, my cries, my depression, my health during this period...Justice and Policy couldn't help me, cause i didn't have got an official paper yet. So i decided to go in south of France and look for her myself, i lived awful moments...alone...but determined..."No, i will never return without You"i thought. 1 month, I have walked all the days, made a policy Complaint, even phoned to a daily Journal of the area, etc. Finally, when i obtained the official guard paper i have moved the Justice and a Judge for Childhood called me and The Kidnaper.
Second Nightmare: Judge decided that the father will let child to mother Thanks My God!!! BUT...Social , Psychological and Psychiatric Investigation and Assistance for 6 months at my home. Why? Because the Awful father has used the psychomotor lateness of her daughter and had shown her to several Doctors, whose a psychiatrist claimed that the child could be Autist <= Note that she was Cut from her mother about a long time...No? Stupid Doctors...And the bad Psy gave reason to the Father: the child was in real Danger with the mother, in ill-treatment. Nobody thought that that little child was in danger of Rupture to the Mother? Nobody heard her true suffering? Of course not...

So...a Father Kidnaped her daughter (for a woman that couldn't be pregnant) and Justice Punished the Mother...for what?
If i had decided to SUICIDE me, as i wanted to do, what would be happened?...
NO, I don't want to let them My Child
She is my only reason not to Die...

Now, after 8 months, the stressing and heavy procedure of social investigation is ended and on Thursday December 8, 2005...Maybe i will Lost my Child Judge will decide...

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|Edit: it is not so easy to make a List, i hate that in fact, but i know the pleasure to see our name sometimes. The other problem is to define the Sincere Friends, always coming back to support and following our progression from the other Friends that just visit 1 time, let comments, make Favs, and never return...
I know that i don't visit myself all my dear Friends as much as i'd wish but i do my best to support regularly them, even if i am busy in my life|

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I have decided to find a talented person (perhaps in my Friends) who could teach me some basics about photoshop.
Yes...i'm fed up to be Frustrated to see some Artwork that represents what i feel and i am not able to turn it myself in good works.
No...i don't like at all ma poor manips...

I have some big problems with the blur/blend effect to get a painting aspect and not just a photo-manip...you know what i mean?

PS: Yes, i have already tried to learn more in Photomanip, reading some Tutorials but my big problem is they're All in English language and i'm a poor French so sometimes i don't understand some words or sentences and i can't follow the progression of explanations...

Well, i think Everyone is already too busy in his Artwork so i'm searching some french tuts to help me.